Hi everyone,
I'm not dead.

I like to drop by and make random journals, anyone notice that, yet? Yeah...

So... my life has reached the point of utter and positively complete chaos.
I've got about 8 late projects in school, no wait, 9. 2 Freelance projects going on, both lovely really, but time consuming as hell. And regular course work. One of my teachers is a sociopath. My family/friends think I hate them cause I can never attend their birthdays/weddings/graduations/parties/etc. And I really really really miss reading and writing and drawing my characters.
I realized I haven't drawn a bishie for the hell of it in like for ever. I miss doing personal art... I cannot wait for the summer to get here... I just *cannot*.

Some days, I don't know how I get by, quite honestly. I feel like I'm being pulled over in a thousand different directions. It's a crazy world when you have to work to pay for school and your school is a nazi camp. Honestly, I never thought it would be this hard.
But, at the same time, I never thought I'd have this much strength to keep going.

Word of advice to people wanting to go into (entertainment) art professionally: if you like sleeping and having a life, this is not the job for you.

I'm out.
Kudos <3